January 22nd, 2005
uncertainty
that's just it, i'm confused.
i don't know what i want in my life. so, i want to be rich.. then what? how? why? -to get everything that i want? but those things won't last forever and can be easily disposed of.
this is so frustrating! i don't even know what i want to be!
then again, maybe i'm just scared. the future could hold so much possibilities, but i'm afraid that if i make a mistake that one of those possibilities would be taken away. and when i look back, "what if...?"
i don't know what i want in my life. so, i want to be rich.. then what? how? why? -to get everything that i want? but those things won't last forever and can be easily disposed of.
this is so frustrating! i don't even know what i want to be!
then again, maybe i'm just scared. the future could hold so much possibilities, but i'm afraid that if i make a mistake that one of those possibilities would be taken away. and when i look back, "what if...?"
